i got a sony cybershot camera a while ago, and i really like the pictures it takes BUT i can't use the damn thing 'cause i don't have a memorystick pro. i hate sony, seriously. most of the tech i use heavily is sony branded, but jesus do they really have to make a new port for everything they manufacture? and then with the way they name their stuff it makes it hard to actually find the shit you need (and also people on ebay are sort of braindead). there's memorystick, memorystick pro, memorystick duo, memorystick pro duo..... and all of them are different form factors. what the hell
also, i did a dissection of a cow eye today. it was suuper fun. the tools we had to use were garbage, though. super dull. really had to saw that thing with those scalpels. tapetum lucidum is beautiful. somebody almost puked.

woke up at 12:30pm and then pretty much only did yardwork today. fuck crab grass. truly the most evil plant i've encountered....

i just finished Blame! and wow. right up my alley for sure! i started it at probably around 9:30(?) and ended at around 12:00. i think i'm going to have to read it again, though. lots of shit i glazed over. cibo soo tragic to me. strange reading it right after angel densetsu. total tonal whiplash in my soul.
i definitely want to start reading more manga. i have a huuuge list of shit i've been interested in for years at this point but all i ever end up reading is BL. regrettibly. its very easy. i think i am rotting my brain out

the time change has been fucking me waaay up. and my retainers. and everything else. seriously, it feels like those plastic vampire fangs.

i'm not feeling good this week. mental darkness setting in for sure. oh god come on i keep writing neocities dot COM instead of dot ORG.... embarrassing

did the "dissection" today. didn't even cut anything! what a joke. i mean, the specimen were still cool, sure, but how could this be called a dissection? it was an observation. a study. people still complained about it being gross and shit (why did you decide to take this class?). also, i could not get the camera to focus AT ALL on most of my shots. heart breaking, truly.

i watched 3 of the 4 subspecies movies today. oh my god. half way through the 2nd movie i was fed up. the plot is annoyingly pointless. there did not need to be this many movies. everybody takes way too long to decide to do really obvious shit and it makes the whole thing so painfully predictable. Radu dies each movie. none of it matters. though, the special effects were super up my alley. i loved the old corpse lady, she was pretty gnarly.

i think most people see me as mentally unstable or a nerd who's only worth talking to for help on answers or some other BS and it is really starting to piss me way off.

okay! i've decided that i'm going to actually do a journal on here. it sort of feels like overkill, since i already write in an actual, physical journal, blog, statuscafe etc.... but who cares. that's what i'm telling myself. maybe i'll try to take pictures to go with these.
i get to dissect a sheep brain tomorrow! i'll totally upload photos of that FOR SURE

there was just a crazy earthquake. a bunch of shit fell off my shelves. my house is going to crumble one day