i've felt really.... really.... really..... out of it. out of my life, my mind, i don't know. it's like i'm just watching my life. which is why i didn't update this for a while. i didn't really update my physical journal for a month, either.
that's my scan in the background. probably not the best idea to share that on the 'net, but its cool so its fine. i apparently have an extremely fucked up nose. go figure